The Doctor

I went to the GP today, it was overcast and I didn't ache as much.

After I told the doctor my symptoms he looked at me puzzled "So, you ache and burn up as if you have the flu, but only during daylight hours? (Which are long atm being that it is daylight savings), you haven't eaten or had a drink in weeks bar red wine, and your gums hurt all over like when your wisdom teeth come through? I can think of no modern ailment that suits your symptoms" he said.

Things got stranger still. He had trouble finding any pulse, my temperature was freezing and my blood black. He wishes not to treat me for anything until my blood test come back. He looked scarred as I left, I am not sure if that was for my sake or his.

Red moon rising

Jo's gone crazy, seriously I think she will share the same fate as Bill (locked up in the loony bin) if we don't do something to rectify the situation soon. Thing is tho, shes seems to have developed an irrational fear of me. She avoids, hides from and even jumps in fright at the sight of me. I don't know why, maybe it is because I look so deathly ill, so pale without the sunlight and food.

That's right I still haven't eaten. Well kinda... A strange thing did happen tho, despite my gum pain I found my self craving rare steak, literally bleeding, but every time I tried, it just wasn't rare enough. I usually like my steak medium... So you can understand my confusion when I discovered that I was tracking a live cow... Followed by my horror when I actually bit it... Whats wrong with me?

Whirling by

I'm slightly freaked, its only by logging on here that I have noticed that the time has flown, that I have missed entries, that my life is passing me by without me realizing.

Jo's sick, (I fear she has what I had) so I have been covering her shifts, I haven't had a day off since I was sick. Nor do I think I have eaten since then... Sophia has been bringing me bottles of foul tasting red wine. I drink them cos every part of me seems unwilling to go against her will. The good thing about drinking is it doesn't hurt my gum's. But I keep blacking out from it, waking in the night just before work. I have to work up the courage to say no to her, I fear that I have become some sort of addict....

Feeling amazingly better

Last night in my feverish sleep I had a rather saucy dream concerning yours truly and Sophia, yes that's right I have remembered the name of the mysterious lady.

Due to the dreams content I dare not go into detail, but It was definitely R18, delved into bondage and had us biting and drinking each others blood.

This morning I awoke with such vigor, I have not felt this good in a long time even before I got sick. I am so confused, even my scars from the insect bites seem to have cleared over night. The only thing that I could complain about is the excruciating pain in my gums. The pain is so great that I lack any desire to eat, despite my hunger.

More good news, I still have my job. My boss thinks I may have had the evil swine flu, and doesn't think it right to dismiss someone for something like that.

Spent the whole week in bed

Thats right, the whole week, and Im still not feeling well. I hope Ill still have my job...

I spend most of my time sleeping, and when my bite nightmares wake me in the middle of the night I think I see the mysterious lady in my room watching me. I know that it is just my fever causing me to hallucinate, but it just seems so real. So weak, must sleep more...

Not feeling so well

Took the day off work, feels like the flu :( I hope those bugs didn't give me anything from their bites.

Speaking of the dreaded bites, all bar 2 have cleared. The 2 on my inner wrist. They still swelter and seem worse in the mornings.

The dreams that I believe are linked to those 2 bites, have changed. Instead of my cat biting me it is now a red snake.

Damned bites

I am hoping that the unseasonably cold weather will kill off those bugs, I still have bites from last week. Most noticeably are the 2 on my inner wrist they irritate me constantly.

I have had strange dreams lately, that my cat has bitten me. I can only assume it is the bites irritating me in my sleep as in these dreams that is where she bites.