Whirling by

I'm slightly freaked, its only by logging on here that I have noticed that the time has flown, that I have missed entries, that my life is passing me by without me realizing.

Jo's sick, (I fear she has what I had) so I have been covering her shifts, I haven't had a day off since I was sick. Nor do I think I have eaten since then... Sophia has been bringing me bottles of foul tasting red wine. I drink them cos every part of me seems unwilling to go against her will. The good thing about drinking is it doesn't hurt my gum's. But I keep blacking out from it, waking in the night just before work. I have to work up the courage to say no to her, I fear that I have become some sort of addict....