Red moon rising

Jo's gone crazy, seriously I think she will share the same fate as Bill (locked up in the loony bin) if we don't do something to rectify the situation soon. Thing is tho, shes seems to have developed an irrational fear of me. She avoids, hides from and even jumps in fright at the sight of me. I don't know why, maybe it is because I look so deathly ill, so pale without the sunlight and food.

That's right I still haven't eaten. Well kinda... A strange thing did happen tho, despite my gum pain I found my self craving rare steak, literally bleeding, but every time I tried, it just wasn't rare enough. I usually like my steak medium... So you can understand my confusion when I discovered that I was tracking a live cow... Followed by my horror when I actually bit it... Whats wrong with me?

Whirling by

I'm slightly freaked, its only by logging on here that I have noticed that the time has flown, that I have missed entries, that my life is passing me by without me realizing.

Jo's sick, (I fear she has what I had) so I have been covering her shifts, I haven't had a day off since I was sick. Nor do I think I have eaten since then... Sophia has been bringing me bottles of foul tasting red wine. I drink them cos every part of me seems unwilling to go against her will. The good thing about drinking is it doesn't hurt my gum's. But I keep blacking out from it, waking in the night just before work. I have to work up the courage to say no to her, I fear that I have become some sort of addict....